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Unexpected Surprise
The universe sure sends us fun little surprises, doesn't it? A close confidante from 18 years ago resurfaced in my life. I think about...

Coffee Cream
Feb 222 min read
New Crush
Wanting is exquisite. Lucious. I can't help but trust the energetic knowledge that speaks to me with the bug of desire. I am in an...

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Sep 19, 20241 min read


Becoming Feral
Orange Tree has lived in my backyard for many years, long before I bought my house. My new neighbor was excited to inform me of the...

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Jul 13, 20245 min read
The Bleed
I hadn't thought of my lover in the last couple weeks. During my monthly bleed I felt called to process some unresolved frustrations with...

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May 21, 20244 min read
And another thing. . .
I wanted to give you the benefit of the doubt, because I trusted you so much initially, yet I can't seem to muster the humility you seem...

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May 14, 20241 min read


Open Water Swim
Some say that a woman's intuition, manifestation, creativity, and femininity is most accessed through her cervix. The cervix is the...

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Apr 18, 20242 min read


Friendship Divide
Writing is proving to be scarier than I thought. Sometimes I write with a pen and notepad. Somehow the pen and notepad aren't as judgy...

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Apr 15, 20244 min read
Intuition
Well, my darling readers, my lover has come and gone (ha, literally). I love having an intuition that knows me. I can't say how but she...

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Feb 28, 20242 min read


Notes On Having a Lover
Wanting you has woken up a desire in me that I have going back to a time before I can remember talking. I can see clearly that you don’t...

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Dec 16, 20235 min read
My Tantra Speed Dating Experience
I really hope this post doesn't become viral. I'm so afraid of people reading this. And yet, here I am, still writing. According to the...

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Nov 6, 20234 min read


Hello Again
Hello again, my friends, both anonymous and the very few well-known. I haven't posted in a while, as you know. I've written, I've...

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Nov 1, 20233 min read


Healing
It's Friday afternoon, 2:30, when work ended at 2:00. I smoked a menthol to celebrate. With deep, long drags and hiding in the back...

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Nov 5, 20212 min read


Love and Loss
Maybe it's the second divorce. Maybe it's the way I tend to idealize. Sigh. It’s not the divorce. It’s not the way I tend to idealize. I...

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Nov 2, 20213 min read


Moving In And Moving On
Good Morning Readers, I'm thrilled to be alive today. I moved into my new house and added most of the initial tweaks to make it beautiful...

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Jan 9, 20212 min read
Moving Day
Tonight marks the last night in my condo before I move into my new house. Today was hard. I love this condo and I'm sad to say goodbye. I...

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Nov 17, 20202 min read


COVID Conversations and Memories
Yesterday I had a rare few hours alone with my 15 yr old son. We got Chick-fil-a and a haircut then I took him to get a COVID test so he...

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Nov 8, 20202 min read


A Stirring Of A Longing
I'm so bored and lonely. I want to take a vacation next summer. I have an airline credit, thanks to a cancelled trip due to COVID. Oh,...

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Nov 4, 20202 min read


Holding Out Hope
A friend once told her husband, "You don't like what I'm saying? Well, you can escape my crazy. You get to leave and be away from me. But...

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Sep 20, 20202 min read


Sugar Sweet
My anxiety is through the roof tonight. I suppose it's to be expected given that Tico moved out and I'm starting to adjust. I want candy...

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Sep 9, 20202 min read


No To The House
I found the perfect house. I found the perfect house, bid on it, and now I'm saying no to the perfect house. It was a hard decision and...

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Sep 5, 20203 min read
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